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“If you have faith
that God will never give you
a test you’re not strong enough for
then you can have the discernment
that God won’t always just give you
tests you are too strong for.”

that’s what a pastor once told me

that the pains of our lives
are always proportional
to who we are, but

Father, I really don’t think
I am as strong as You think
and sometimes,
please forgive me,
I envy those children of Yours
You don’t believe in
as much as You believe in me